http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/ This is my digital house, where I keep everything that unspeakable and save it all here. Wed, 9 Jul 2008 19:36:30 -0000 Wed, 23 Jan 2008 03:00:53 -0000 http://images.taritarinnie.multiply.com/logo http://taritarinnie.multiply.com 100 100 <P>Cuma merasa nyaman di dekat dirimu </P> <P>walking hand in hand....</P> <P>&nbsp;</P> <P>and I miss you so</P> http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/26/Miss_you Wed, 23 Jan 2008 03:00:53 -0000 kok cuma sepotong http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/photos/album/11/gue_and_the_gank Mon, 29 Oct 2007 10:00:19 -0000 <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><b>Pernah ga kamu merasa berada di atas sebuah "choise bridge" dimana kamu harus memilih antara sisi mana yang akan kamu lalui. Menimbang-nimbang jalan mana yang terbaik&nbsp; untuk kamu. Di dalam hidup kamu, pasti kamu pernah melalui jalan yang salah, karena kamu tidak mempertimbangkan dengan benar sebelum kamu memilih. Dan kamu tidak ingin melalui jalan yang salah lagi, bukan?<br> <br> Sekarang aku ada di "choise Bridge" itu? Menimbang jalan mana yang akan aku lalui. Menimbang baik buruknya. Tapi, I have came to my decision. Walaupun berat aku harus memilih jalan tersebut. <br> <br> Maafkan aku apabila ada jiwa yang terluka karena pilihanku.....(nantinya kamu juga akan tahu kalau itu adalah yang terbaik untuk kita berdua)</b></p> http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/25/Choise_of_Bridge Tue, 27 Jun 2006 05:34:56 -0000 Kenapa aku mulai merasa bosan dengan semuanya, termasuk kamu. <br> Aku merasa semuanya telah berbeda.<br> Tidak sehangat seperti dulu<br> http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/24/cape Mon, 26 Jun 2006 01:59:30 -0000 eh mo balik ke sini nih <a href="http://aluvely.blogspot.com">http://aluvely.blogspot.com</a> http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/23/Transmigrasi_atau.... Wed, 3 May 2006 04:41:20 -0000 Kamu tau, tidak?<br> <br> Aku sumpah takut..<br> <br> Untuk Jatuh cinta lagi......<br> <br> Aku tau kamu jauh..<br> &nbsp;<br> Tak'an pernah menyentuh ku..<br> <br> Bahkan untuk melihat mataku..<br> <br> Tiap pagi kebiasaan ku adalah ngecek e-mail pas sampai kantor, instead kerja malah sibuk ngecek email, suatu pagi aku&nbsp; liat email dengan subjek "Tolong" dalam bahasa inggris, aku buka dengan takut karena aku tau yang kirim email itu adalah temen milis di salah satu milis percakapan bahasa inggris.<br> <br> Ternyata si bule asal amrik ini mo ngajak temenan, senengnya, sampe sekarang kami masih ngirim email, ngririm sketch dan bikin blog bareng.<br> <br> Dia baik banget dan irresistable, I can help myself, dia tampan, dan aku sangat takut untuk jatuh cinta dengan lelaki itu, karena aku sudah memiliki kekasih.<br> <br> Arggghhh...Please God dont let me&nbsp; jatuh cinta sama dia.<br> I ask You many time in my pray..<br> I have to be loyal to my lover<br> Though my lover is away from Jakarta<br> I dont wanna this empty soul is replaced by som... http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/22/Dunno_what_to_do Thu, 23 Feb 2006 09:35:41 -0000 WORLD BOOK DAY dirancang oleh UNESCO sebagai perayaan buku dan literasi yang mendunia, dan ini ditandai dengan telah diselenggarakannya di lebih dari 30 negara di seluruh dunia. Perayaan yang saat ini kita peringati, awal mulanya dirayakan di Inggris dan Irlandia yang berasal dari tradisi perayaan St. George Day di Catalonia yang telah dimulai sekitar 80 tahun lalu, di mana bunga dan buku dijadikan sebagai hadiah untuk orang yang kita cintai. http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/calendar/item/10002/World_Book_Day_2006 Mon, 20 Feb 2006 06:36:27 -0000 Goin to JOgJa with all my relatives and take vacation http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/calendar/item/10001/Jogya_Here_I_come Wed, 15 Feb 2006 08:00:28 -0000 I was wrong for many things. I believe someone's story once at the time, but after that I just know that she/he just telling a lie. I hate phony people. <br> <br> They claim, I am their friend, but why they treat me like this? What I have to do? <br> <br> <font style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204); background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" size="4">A true best friend is (according to my opinion) :</font><br> <br> 1. Someone that I can rely on him/her.<br> 2. I can cry with her/him..<br> 3. I can tell my dirty little secret to her / to him.<br> 4. Who understand and can accept me, no matter how disgusting I am.<br> 5. Who tell me when Imake mistake.<br> 6. I can feel compy if I have to be with him/her for several hours, and talking about <br> anything.<br> 7. Who always be my side when I need him/her.<br> 8. Who knows all about me.<br> <br> I dont need a perfect person as my friend, "YOU"<br> Yes, "YOU" I need a best friend which on my criteria above, if you dont fit on those creteria, just regard me as a friend, will you?? I dont need a phony person, coz I will hate you someday...<br> <br> But...the matter is...<br> <br> Can I hate... http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/21/Shut_up_and_just_go_away. Tue, 14 Feb 2006 06:49:47 -0000 <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/1600/hug.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/320/hug.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Why you always like that? tuuutttt....tuttttt..tutttt He hang up the phone.. I thought that he was angy. There is no need to angry.. If you dont wanna call me.. That's okay.. I can talk to http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/1/_Honey_dont_hang_up_the_phone.. Mon, 13 Feb 2006 03:58:19 -0000 CAN I FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN??? This was the stupid thoughts on my mind this morning! along to the office I remembered some of movie that I've watched in weekend. Breakfast at tiffany. Nothing Hill. Brownies etc. ah..kok jadi bodoh http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/2/_once_in_a_morning Mon, 13 Feb 2006 02:46:19 -0000 <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/1600/art.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/200/art.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> It is like I am in the middle of the tornado. All spining. Why every one seems so busy with their own life. If they need someone to talk to, Then they will be nice to me. Sometimes I hate this kinda of people I will say to him/her http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/3/_What_do_you_want_from_me Fri, 10 Feb 2006 06:52:02 -0000 <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/1600/J0386270.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/200/J0386270.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Dear Lover.. If I have the invisible wings, I can fly anytime I want to anywhere. Unfortunately I don’t have it. I have only my body and my soul to observe this wide world. If I can walk towards you.. Gazing at your eyes… I could take my time to wish upon a star.. Give me your hands so I can reach you.. I will make sure that everything will just fine. If you smsed me, and tell that you missing me What can God does? Watching our body lay down hopeless.. and weak.. You said I have to wait.. How many hours I have to count One..two..three..four… I am afraid of falling in love to someone else.. Dear lover.. Keep my heart .. Keep this peaces stick with you.. It is like a dream, I wait until I wake up, but why this dream doesn’t have the end. Can somebody wake me up? Dream sometimes can be so beautiful, that we don’t wanna wake up. But this time I just wanna live in my real life. How long I have to wait for him, days, months, year, or even ages? Don’t let me count the tears I dropped... http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/4/_YOU_HUG_ME_BEFORE_YOU_KILL_ME. Fri, 10 Feb 2006 02:40:36 -0000 http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/video/item/1/I_Love_You.3gp Thu, 9 Feb 2006 01:56:24 -0000 <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/1600/KMu%20ttp%20jELeq%21%28381%29.0.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/200/KMu%20ttp%20jELeq%21%28381%29.0.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> Selamat pagi semua.. I came early this morning, I dunno what’s up with me? Still there were several birds spinning on my head, I turned on the computer and checked several paper on my desk, It has been raining hard this morning until now. All of my friends came late, I arrived at the office at 7.30 Am. I met my friend on train this morning his name’s herdi he is really cute, in my neighborhood he is the cutest of all, my best friend like him a lot he is a type of pious man that’s why my best friend admiring him a lot besides he has a good looking face, i had a very short conversation with him then I had to stop in LA station (Lenteng agung). Oya..yesterday I create an account on Multiply, coz I read the Fira Basuki‘s account. she is a writer, even though I never read her book, I think I am gonna buy her book this weekend, I just want to compare her book and her blog. Hmm..what else sometimes I have a fool wishful though, that I can read sb’s mind, coz I’ve just read something that ... http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/5/_Aimless_Writing Thu, 9 Feb 2006 01:38:58 -0000 <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/1600/J0341554.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/200/J0341554.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> When the dreams come true do we still need to sleep? Just because what's in the sky blue is really deep. When the dreams come to reality do we still need to imagine? Just because flying high around the city now is easy all of the sudden. I ask you again, my friend do we still need to close our eyes? Just because all God sent are beautiful and nice. When the dreams come true I don't want to sleep... but how long can I last? Just because my eyes are tired my soul are tired people are tired I am tired and I am listening to them Kahlil Gibran: "Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today." or should I do what old people said, "Those who lose dreaming are lost." But really I don't want ending up like Hamlet: "For in the sleep of death, what dreams may come." You know my friend? When the dreams come true I am dreaming of the dreams. From: http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/6/_When_the_Dream_comes_True Wed, 8 Feb 2006 04:27:37 -0000 Aku kadang gak ngerti, rasanya ada sejumlah sel di dalam tubuhku yang ingin keluar, aku rasa mereka bosan dengan setiap jengkal langkah yang aku ambil. Kebosanan yang ada karena rutinitas harian dan fisik yang lelah. Mungkin inilah gunanya sebuah cuti, setiap karyawan yang bekerja dalam 5 hari kerja mempunyai tingkat stress yang berbeda (how do I know this) dan dalam satu tahun mereka berhak mendapatkan 12 hari kerja untuk cuti. Mungkin saat ini aku sedang memerlukannya, pekerjaan ku akhir2 ini tidak terlalu banyak ...oooo...really?? hehehe..yup I plan to take my holiday on March to Jogja. Kebosanan memang selalu akan hadir, walaupun kita telah mengambil cuti tersebut, yahhh...setelah cuti kita kan kembali ke rutinitas kita sehari-hari, kembali duduk di bangku yang sudah hampir tipis kita duduki tiap harinya, menatap layar komputer, mengamati dengan cermat seluruh pekerjaan yang kita buat, kadang salah sedikit mungkin bisa berakibat fatal, dan efeknya terhadap karir kita bisa runyam. ... http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/7/_Bosan..bosan..bosan... Wed, 8 Feb 2006 03:14:20 -0000 I was coming late this morning because the train was also late...gee..thanks to God the train was not too full. I arrived in Lenteng Agung Station about 08.00 AM. and as usual I take the angkot, I found a woman with her two kids (boy and girl), and 2 mens were sitting beside the little girl. The little girl was eating someting, for sure I didnt know what she ate. Then her mother told him, to be carefull of the sauce, it might leave a spot on my shirt. and then suddenly the little girl said that I was so fragrant ...(her mom was only smiling) then I ask her "Dont you feel fragrant too?" and then she answered " No, miss, because I have not taken a bath this morning" suddenly we all laughed together plus with the driver... hmm..how honest the children http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/8/_tHis_m0rninG Tue, 7 Feb 2006 05:56:20 -0000 <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/1600/J0341448.1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/320/J0341448.1.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> I just wanna say happy anniversary for me and for http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/9/_Happy_anniversary..dear Tue, 7 Feb 2006 05:27:44 -0000 05.15 PM I had a meeting this afternoon, then Mr Ikhsan was called by Mr Mari He told Mr Ikhsan that Me and IRvan will move to wisma http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/10/_05.15_PM Mon, 6 Feb 2006 07:14:51 -0000 Why I really..really so lazy today. I have'nt made any schedule for the test in the alternate site, I havent typed the system Management, I havent finished the translation, is it because today is friday? umm..no wonder!! I came late this morning, coz I slept at 11.00 PM last night, I saw the concert of ada band (I love Doni, he is so cute) and I had a conversation with my uncle who had just came from Jogjakarta. And after the office hour may be I will go with yuli, I need to share my blue feeling with her.. I need to talk to http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/11/_Lazy.... Fri, 3 Feb 2006 06:55:03 -0000 She was not beautiful. Nothing about her was extraordinary. Nothing about her made her stand out in a crowd. she learnt responsibility at an early age. As she grew stronger, and brighter, She instilled a sort of light cheer to whomever she met. She was not beautiful. But she made others feel beautiful about themselves. She meets a rebel boy who thinks he's all man. Befriending him, she teaches him how to read, A little boost the man needed to go to college. They became friends fast and she fell, Fast in love with her rugged, handsome student. The "man" then finds himself in a dilemma.. He soon found himself in love with a girl. A girl so beautiful, she turned even the grouchiest men's head. Her hair was a halo of light around her, Her eyes the bluest blue of ocean. Like an angel he tells his tutor Like a beautiful angel. The girl swallows a lump at her throat, She was not beautiful.. She did not possess the heart of the one she loved.. But she did not care. As long as he was hap... http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/12/_Beauty_is_in_the_eye_of_the_beholder_._._. Fri, 3 Feb 2006 04:57:31 -0000 I had figure it out something... I dont wanna talk about it.... It makes me sooooo jelous somehow... gee..how come? (this question always spining on my head) I wish I could turn ".........." back I am not gonna expect too http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/13/_Please....... Thu, 2 Feb 2006 03:06:13 -0000 <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/1600/new.FK.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3578/2124/200/new.FK.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a> was written by : anonymous.. I Love Someone..… I love someone, He is far away from here, But believe me if I said, That he is beside me, I didn't know what love is, I don't know if he knows it either, Just feeling it makes me a dreamer, Yes I love someone, He is very close to my heart, Not close, actually he is my heart, I don't know if I am right or wrong, I don't want to know that, Because knowing it may smash my dreams, I want to dream,dreamm and dream all the time, I am hearing a sweet sound, Oh my God, is it the sound of love, He is calling me, Should I respond to that or not, Or maybe I have already responded to it, Again I will say that I love someone, I love my self more than any thing else, But when I knew him, I just want him to be inside me, To love him more than my self, I didn't see his face, Although he was in front of me, Staring at me in a wonderful way, What was the thing that stopped me from looking at him? Was I feeling afraid and shy? But I am afraid of what, I wi... http://taritarinnie.multiply.com/journal/item/14/_Heart_Beat Wed, 1 Feb 2006 04:35:45 -0000